Intro

This blog sorta ties in with my other blog however my other blog is me actually going through my past step by step because it helps me remember both the good and the bad times.  This blog is rather just a chache to help me get by with everyday life.  This blog may not be updated regularly or it may be updated daily.  It just depends on my emotions and how I am feeling from day to day.  David Ray Krantz has been the biggest part of my life for the last 5 years, and it is hard as hell to let go.  I am trying very hard, but I just can't seem to get over the hurt, the pain, the anger, the love.  David started out as my arch rival, then became my best friend, then my love, then my husband, and now the father of my son.  Things have not been good, I don't have my husband, or my friend anymore.  It hurts so much, that each day if it were not for my son I don't know how I would get on.  Some days I honestly just want to lay in my despair and pity myself to no end.  But alas I must get on, and pick myself up.  I know that I am a better person, I am a bigger person.  I love myself, my son, and those around me who have supported me since the beginning which was also the end.